by sunil on May 12, 2011

Two men stand facing each other.

Reality isn’t a concept. It is just being.
It has no meaning. Meaning, comes later, he says. “Far, far later”. In the scheme of universe, meaning is a toddler.

They silently nod at each other. One aged by the abundance of his experience. Other drained by the wealth of his understanding.

Everything is being. Light: bright little lolling of waves and particles. Earth: something we all are, came from and return to. Water: the eternal essence of everything. Fire: the passion that breakdowns and burns. Air: the invisible essentiality of the universe.

Inhale. Exhale.
Exhale. inhale.

This is Cosmos.

They gaze at each other. A benign look.

Then almost as an afterthought he softly says, “There is another type of asana. It is performed slowly; in fact very very slowly, the crests and troughs are weaved together, highs and lows are not punctuated but harmonised. As you go about practising it, you slowly start losing your likes and dislikes, your cravings and your regrets. Your pasts and your futures.

You own identity. That, which constitutes you.

You slowly denounce everything.

You inhale and you exhale. There will be no meaning.

You become the Cosmos”.

The man mutely nods. There is no more than an implied understanding.

Silence carries only meaning but no proofs.

They look at each other. They carry on as if nothing’s been said. Nothing’s been heard. As though it was not necessary, even irrelevant.

But somewhere, something has changed.

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Consequences of Marriage

by sunil on July 31, 2010

Old one – Brought a smile, hence posting here:

 So one such evening when you could be fairly sure it is going to rain, Harry, looking into her eyes, asked Linda if she would marry him. But it was the way he asked her.
”Linda, should you say no now, someday if by the turn of events I have to face a firing squad , I shall remember the distant afternoon I discovered you”.
Unfortunately for him she said yes .
Twenty nine months later, one winter morning, Harry woke from troubled dreams, to find himself transformed into a giant horrible vermin. A voice, perhaps Linda’s, called him Gregor Samsa and he reflexly turned towards its direction.

Pubtales: A Short write-up we usually do in a pub/hangout while waiting for beloveds to turn up. Mostly based on the interesting people seen around in the pub.Can also be seen in the movie ‘ Wonder Boys’.


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On (be)longing…

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While the train heaves to hasten on million nameless noises and scampering voices build upon, a cling, a clutter, a scurry, a mutter for this grand concert of the platform; this ceremonious bustle that waits for that one last whistle.   And dangling by the moving door, through the small space formed between your overcoat […]

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Water Memories

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Of what memories such a feeling is made of? You wonder. When it has just stopped raining in the afternoon and a bright finger of sun pierces past the edge of scattering clouds and you hear a blackbird sing somewhere from the dripping leaves and you remember how once, in such an afternoon she stood […]

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Es muss sein

August 19, 2008

Clementine: This is it, Joel. It’s gonna be gone soon. Joel: I know. Clementine: What do we do? Joel: Enjoy it. Say good-bye. ~Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.   It is something like this , isn’t it? To fall in love- is to be invisible, to be able to vanish with one person while […]

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